It's happening again.The time has stopped still.
Eyes don't stop staring.
Imagination rushes blood.
The funny feeling comes again.
Pessimism surrounds me.
One time I can.
Next moment I can't.
I prepare myself to face.
Hide my face behind trembling hands.
Fear engulfs my nerves.
Echoes of blames burst.
Eyes become alkaline.
Deep Breath.
Eyes shut, imagining.
Recollecting the accolades.
Bright Sun at the end of the tunnel.
Smiling approvals.
Full blooms in breeze.
Touched Hearts.
Smile on face, eyes open.
Ready.
Yes, am ready, fear no more.
No more anticipation.
Take the Leap.
The funny feeling again.
I look again before the leap.
The funny feeling is getting bigger.
It's tying me down.
But.... I realize the cause,
Something very special is going to happen.
Let the funny feeling be.
It's special.